As the title says, stayin’ up late for no reason, to write on a blog that no one reads (I kind of like it that way).
I don’t know what it is about my study habits that I always end up staying up. Generally trying to cram pages and pages of Chinese characters into my English-speaking brain. But tonight…there is absolutely no reason I’m still awake.
Ah well. Sleep is for…lizards in winter and lazy cats.
Annie and I went to see the musical “She Loves Me”. A few friends were acting/directing/managing. It was an adorable story with clever, catchy songs. They also somehow worked a weird arrangement of “Party in the USA” in…aside from the unnecessary Miley Cyrus reference, it was a really good time getting away from work and chilling with my roomie. Warm fuzzies ensued.
I’ve always wanted to be in a musical. I think that’s one thing I’ve really wanted to do since I was little that I still want to do someday. Maybe I’ll be one of those late bloomer stars that breaks onto Broadway when they’re 46. With my little “dude you need a mic” Asian voice. ha. I think I should content myself with Disney sing-alongs with my apartment-mates.
also have been in process of trying out a different church at school. i’ve gotten a lot out of the past two services i’ve gone to at TPC (minus the fact that someone failed to inform me that they use real wine during Communion…) actually. Refreshed, uplifted, and challenged after this morning. God’s good.
but i wonder if my desire for something deeper, fresher, more insightful spiritually is, well, a desire for something deep and insightful or just me wanting something different.
i want to want God. really, really desire His presence. …where to begin?